i lost myself
or maybe just my mind
it was worth taking a shot to find myself again
so i did
at first it was rather horse
painful,
but i grew to knew it as a good thing
the toxic tonic made me forget
why i was angry
why i was you
reborn again
everything was new
eventually things grew old again
and so again
i relied on the shot
bundles of fun
soon they will have just begun
begun to fade
again at home
with misery sustained
so as i ponder the future
unsure if i will buy a gun
or just love the needle
i am fairly certain i will take a shot
and it will be my last