This poem is in reference to the navy destroying the evals of me and calling me a scumbag in spite of the fact that I was the best at what I did. Consider that in less than a year from getting out of the navy, with about 0 savings, no connections, being unemployed for close to a half year due to the poor economy and suicidal depression... all of that and more... In less than a year from getting out of the navy I was able to quit working anywhere and work on the internet as I pleased when I pleased. I had no knowledge of the internet before I left the navy. It just shows what a failure I am, and makes me wonder if they will ever open up their minds, just for one day.
if you never killed me
i would never be alive
if i never died
today i would not cry
be convinced i am crushed
as joy floods my eyes
you did your best
but you failed