Not so much books that I like, but books that I
have recently read. On my last deployment I read my friends books
on post modern thinking which I found interesting even though I
may have missed some of it because it was my first book in 5 years.
I never read much until I got in trouble, but after I did I had
no excuse not to so I have read a few books in the last half year.
I have found that I like reading books about reality even if it
is spoken from a broken mind. The book selection was rather meager
at the navy exchange so I only bought books that were on clearance
so I could get more without spending alot. While in restriction
I started reading Jackie Robinsons biography, but they took it from
me because I had more than 3 books and I never got it back (organized
crime.) Reading is not so common in our society now because we all
have reasons to convince ourselves of our need of instant gratification.
For this reason many bad books never get published and books have
to have something extra in them to get people to read. The books
that I did finish while I was there are:
Julius Ceasar by William Shakespear - A play tragedy that
everyone has read or seen (never use always every or never)...
The War on Pain by Scott Fishma, M.D. - I liked this book
because it spoke of how easy it is to diagnose a symptom and
ignore problems. It also showed the reality of the placebo effect
and how the mind and body are not seperable. I saw that the
fundamental basis of any recovery from a severe problem was
the existance of hope.
American Terrorist: Timothy McVeigh and the Oklahoma City
Bombing - This book is a biography on his life. What I thought
was most memorable about the book is how it showed the effects
on the mind when the imputs are viewed through a filter. I also
remeber about halfway down page 374 when it spoke of the great
loss of humanity that Tim felt when he was in his cell. He remembered
back when he worked as a zookeeper and watched the same animal
in the same cage get fed the same portion of the same food at
the same time of day by the same zoo worker. It was the repition
that made the feeling of the loss of humanity so great and reminded
me of my existance or lack of on the submarine.
Me and Ted against the World by Reese Schonfeld - In this
book Reese talked about his past existance in news and how he
chased his dream. He got to watch his dream grow from nothing
to a network larger than life (CNN) by pushing all the right
buttons and fighting extremely hard. He then got to watch his
dream fall apart as its corporate ties caused it to loose its
impartiality and purity. This book taught me an extreme lesson
about considering the source of information. Everything in the
world is there to justify its own existance until it no longer
wants to, then it ends.
After I got out of restriction I soon went to rehab
where it was wrong for me to read anything but the alcoholics anonymous
book. I like learning off of positive things. Much of what is taught
is well I'll talk about it under my rehab section. While I was there
I bought a few books. After I got out it was ok for me to read books
again.
St. Johns Wort Natures Blues Buster by Hyla Cass, M.D. - I
read this while I was awaiting transfer. I was still feeling
at least a little inadequate to say the least. The book talks
about the mind body relationship, the importance of nutrition,
and the basics to some drug interactions. The book also talks
about how outside the United States the use of natural herbs
to cure the body is more common than the synthetic drugs we
use here. If there is no pattent on a drug then the markup cannot
be as great. A lack of economic incentive makes herbal suplements
the but of jokes by people who believe whatever they are told.
One of the councilers told me that there was alot of crap to
some of the herbal suplements. In at least one of my this story
does not sound real nights I ended up in the hospital. I paid
a bill in full. I then got recharged again for the same bill
and my mother forwarded it to insurace. Her insurance company
had the bill reduced from $749 to something below $500 because
there were some bogus charges on there. Even with the large
recent technological boom heathcare is still the second largest
industry behind real estate. People are bleeding the system.
A lack of reform in this area erodes our economy.
Nobrow by John Seabrook - This book is cool. It is about how
we all blend into an infusion of mass media and information
blazing past us. We all try to define ourselves by doing, buying,
seeing, or experiencing things that give us identity in a society
where everything is blending together. It talks about how a
few people have managed great sucess in this environment and
how some things have been forced to changes as the walls between
social classes fall and make defining role by apearance that
much harder. Here is a great exerpt from page 168. "As
usual this part of SoHo is shoulder to shoulder with pedestrians
in hot pursuit of status in Nobrow. When you do away with the
old High-Low hierarchy, people become more obsessed than ever
with status. The action seems like it's more out on the streets
than in the gallaries. Standing in the Sonnabend Gallery, at
a group show, I turn and for a moment my eyes stop in an interesting
rectangle of space. Then in the next moment I realize it is
an open window and I am looking out onto West Broadway. A lot
of these people aren't actually affluent: They have no savings,
their credit carss are maxed out, and they're carrying thousands
of dollars in debt at 18 percent interest. But their lack of
means does not ease tthem off the pursuit of status--indeed,
it spurs them on." This leads me to ask the question
of why debt is necissary. Even with the economic expansion beyond
the edge of reality throughout the 1990s we still found ways
to not pay down our national debt. Money is not a resource,
but a means to barrter or trade. A few years ago I heard an
alarming fact, that the interest on our national debt acounted
for more federal spending than national defense did, and we
think we need to police the world. A huge debt like that which
is mostly owned by the richest few allows for a nice establishment
of perminant division of social classes. Many would discredit
this, but why in a slugish economy with low inflation did the
cost of going to public college go up about 10% on the year?
Not everyone is suffering, this is simply a consolidation of
wealth.
Common Sense by Thomas Paine - This is really more of a pamphlet
than a book. Most people were afraid to say what they thought,
so he did it for them. This was used to spur on the drive toward
Independence by showing the grave injustices that made continued
dependance not possible.
Prohibition Thirteen Years that Changed America by Edward
Behr - This book in detail covers the begining movements of
temperance through the existance and repeal of prohibition,
which only occured for economic stimulation. It does a great
job of showing the existance of corruption throughout the government
and how a few close minded people can make life horrific for
many people. It reminds me of going underway. At the end of
the book it speaks of how over half of our prison population
is incarcerated for drug offenses, paralleling the issue of
illegal drugs to alcohol in the 1820's. I really like the last
sentence of this book. I think it is funny to go into a bar
bathroom and read the words say no to drugs in the urinal when
alcohol is an extremely destructive one which is exceedingly
harmful when comparded to weed, but easier to tax and control.
Unlike weed, alcohol was my gateway drug
Stupid White Men by Michael Moore - This is more less a gripe
book. To me many of the points are very valid. I see this as
my own filtering, reading things that justify my beliefs. I
was not a draft doger. I was not a deserter from the reserves.
I did not get arrested for charges I do not want to talk about
while I was a deserter. I am not the almost elected president
residing on 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue from a rigged election.
I have never commited a felony unlike... I am far worse than
the boss of my former boss. I did drugs and told people. I was
given every max punishment and should never be hired by any
corporation again, in fact I should be in jail for general purpose
now, just to help the police state movement. All I did meant
nothing. I served my country other than honorably. If that is
the case than I will continue to do so as I freely speak my
mind until they pass a law to arrest me for it. That is kinda
what I got from his book. We all bitch and nobody does anything
about it. STAND UP. I will vote everytime for the rest of my
life or until this country folds from its self grown arrogance
ignorance and greed.